Thursday, June 12, 2014

something about nothing.

Hello, you lovely people you, it's been awhile. My heart is pumping, and I am breathing the same as always, but my head is clouded over, like the first signs of a storm on a clear day. These days, I drink turmeric tea, eat foods from the Earth, and make my head dizzy by counting all of the places I want to go. Sometimes, I like to look through my passport as if it's a scrapbook. I want to fill it up with more stories soon, I know I will someday! I know it can't happen right now, I'm still working hard and don't have a lot of time for photos, I apologize. I haven't been able to really sit down and take pictures just to take them, and write words, just for the sake of writing. I've missed it, I've missed every pen stroke, every pixel in a picture. I finally have a day off, so it's been a day of inspiration. 
Lately, I feel like my mind is starting to collapse into itself. I go to sleep with heavy eyes, I wake up with heavy eyes. I have wanderlust inscribed into my skin, but I can't leave Sac anytime soon, so, it's been showing up in my dreams. I've dreamed about Hong Kong everyday this week. It's a little frustrating, but, at least I know I can come home in my subconscious. Instead, I'm trying the best I can to always stay positive and optimistic. There is a reason for me being here, and I will enjoy every sun ray that falls on my skin, every smile from a stranger as we pass each other by, like orbiting planets.

Been planning new photo shoots and reading words of wisdom all day.

My mind's been spinning like a record on a turntable all day.

I don't get to see mama much, because we're both working a lot. I like how our voices fill the air over coffee.

I always seem to receive wonderful little reminders in life when I need them ♡

Before leaving the coffee shop, I smile at my mother, because she's starting to understand her wild child's mind.

I fully believe that words can evoke emotion and bring a fire into our hearts, mind, and veins. They can change the world, including my own. That's why, mostly, I use this space as my own personal pick-me-up. Years ago, I was too shy to even write down my thoughts to anyone, and now, it starts with https. Let's keep growing and changing together. Have great days everyone, and for every breath that fills your lungs, smile because you're alive. we're both alive! 

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